I’m getting so much abuse tonight it’s un bloody real! All I’ve ever tried to do is my best in my life be honest, be nice, work hard and please people. I know I’ve made mistakes in my life and I’m I’m glad that I did them at a young age; as a specieal person in my life has always told me to follow my heart, regret nothing but learn by your mistakes. That’s how I’ve tried to live my life, esspecially this last year.
I moved back to Swaans and I loved it, I tried my best but I wanna come home to Aberdare (I don’t care), is that so bad? Think Dad wants to marry me off or something but why should I? All I want to do is be happy, try my best, help people and I’m confident I’ll do it. I know it’s taking me a while but at least I try, as my best friend Perky always says to me “Your the most determined person I know and it’ll be fine”. I can’t wait to see her, a bit of positivity will be nice, just getting the feeling that the company I’m in doesn’t have much faith in me. Watch this space fuckers, I’ll show you! So I fucked up when I was young but, life is a learning curve and you just gotta crack on. I’m lucky I look so young haha!
I do stay well pos, considering I’ve gone through a lot! I lost alot, I could’ve endend up a crack/smack head whore, but jail saved me. One day I’ll save others and help them.
Apologies again for sounding so neg but I just wish they’d have a bit more faith in me. My spider senses are out tonight, gonna do a lil spell now. Winter Solstice in it, naked round the wood burner haha!
It all happens for a reason…..
Love and light,
Nancy Random x
